I know 3 other people who are learning to drive right now. 2 are ahead of me, one had her first driving lesson this week. They are all loving it.
So why am I the one who isn't?
It's not that I am finding it particularly daunting or hard, I just am not feeling it.
I want to learn, I want to do it - I really do.
I just wish I could skip this lesson crap!
I know I am a bit of a nervous driver, I underestimate my abilities and my confidence could be better but I am far from enjoying the experience.
My driving teacher is good, it's not his fault.
I'm just feeling more aware of my insecurities and failings this month and appear to be going through a whole period of crapness.
At least I've lost another 2lb this week and I've dragged the exercise bike out of it's dusty little corner.
Maybe it just takes some getting used to??
ReplyDeleteI wish that you had some really good open (and empty) roads over there, there is nothing like zipping down the highway to the sound of Bon Jovi's "It's My Life!"
ReplyDeleteBut truly, just persevere, and soon you will be past the learning stage, and on to the fun stage! And believe me, I think that you are one of the most capable people I have ever known, and I admire you greatly!