Tuesday, 4 December 2012

Am I Nervous? No. I Am Just Incredibly Terrified!

I often have little dreams in the middle of the night. I'll be completely honest and admit that half the time I don't know if I am actually asleep at the time or if it's just my tired mind running away with itself.

Last night was no exception.

I slept TERRIBLY but I did dream that I passed my driving test first time.

I truly hope that this is a good omen.

Deep down I don't expect to pass first time at all.

Within the next week I will give you all an update on how it went but I can now OFFICIALLY say that I have had my last 2 hour lesson before my test.

The lesson involved a mock test and I didn't do too bad.

My instructor said I did really well once I relaxed but I did hit the kerb on a tight corner as I more or less pulled out of where the test centre is situated. That was a bit of a bummer but after that, the route she took me, the things she got me to do went fine.

I have a system in mind and I do want to pass as soon as possible but if it takes a few attempts then it does.

When I started this journey of learning to drive, I was a driving-phobe. I had the shakes, the sweats, couldn't breathe and occassionally had palpatations before I driving lesson. I used to dread every lesson and over time I have developed into not only enjoying my lessons but looking forward to them and seeing myself improve over the weeks and months.

I can't believe I am so close to my test now.

I'm both excited and petrified at the same time.

3 comments:

  1. Good luck!! Hopefully your dream was a premonition of what is to happen and you pass first time!

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  2. Good luck for your test. I know you'll do fine, you've come a long way and you can do it!

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  3. You know about me and my dreams so I can completely relate! :) And I am hoping right along with you that it is a good omen and you pass with flying colours!

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