I had planned on updating sooner than this but life got in the way.
Where to begin....? Oh yes, we've all been poorly or under the care of medical professionals in one way or another. All except Matthew who seems to be just fine.
First off, last Wednesday began a case of my worst ever water infection. Yep, one I couldn't shake off. Normally, I feel it starting and can get rid of it with a couple of pints of water or squash within a day but not this time. Full blown cystitis. Pain, discomfort, constant feeling full in the bladder was not my favourite way to spend the week! I've never had it that bad. I couldn't manage to stand for a few seconds without the discomfort and I'd never had it so bad I was losing blood. By the weekend, I was feeling a little better, I could actually walk for 10 minutes in a block. Sitting down was ok, but that gravity thing was a killer. Finally, yesterday was the first day I have felt normal.
I've been expecting to have a water infection for a while. A few weeks back I was on the verge of going to the Doctor as I believed I was suffering from kidney pain. Miraculously, once I'd told myself I'd go on Monday if I didn't feel better by the third weekend, it cleared up like magic that weekend. I'm always on the lookout for any poor health. I don't know if it's because I am a mum to 3 boys with a diabetic husband or if I am just a bit over cautious.
They say Virgoan's (like I am, well, half am) are the hypochondriacs of the zodiac. Oh, let me tell ya, sometimes I am such a hypochondriac my hypochondria moods talk to me in the voice of Stewie Griffin.
But I'm good again now.
On Monday hubby went to the Doctor as he'd been getting a pain in his thigh which he describes as feeling like he's been kicked very hard (No, it isn't me doing it!) every morning for a few months and it's now getting more frequent. The doctor said it's probably nothing to worry about too much but it doesn't fall into anything he can pinpoint right away but it could be nerve damage though it's very rare to start there as it normally gets the hands before the legs. So we left none the wiser and the Doctor sent hubby off for blood tests which we are now awaiting the results of.
Speaking of blood tests, James's results were in at the CDC appointment and he appears very healthy. No concerns with his blood though his iron levels are a little low but nothing to worry about. We were then signed off for 5 months with no real direction of what will happen between now and then. So, I rang them up and explained I am not happy with the 5 month wait and I'd like to discuss the issue further with the doctor he saw. I am awaiting her call tomorrow. He needs help now, I'm sick of the waiting here and there, the school and the CDC need to work together, have an action plan and HELP him before he gets too far behind. I am also going to fight for the Dyspraxia diagnosis to make sure he gets help. I'm a woman on a mission.
Liam had a trip to the Doctors on Monday too. That was all 3 of my T men getting help the same day. He has had a wart on his knee for some time. It's been no problem until he bumped it at school last week and now he's aware of it. He kept trying to pick at it so we got a prescription to burn it off before it could become a problem for him or get infected.
So in a nutshell, it's been one of those weeks.
Thursday, 20 March 2014
Tuesday, 11 March 2014
Diagnosis Coming
Next week James has a new appointment at the Childrens Development Center. It's a follow up to the Griffiths Test in which some of his results came back incredibly low. For some motor skills he is way down in the 1st percentile.
With his poor physical skills and delayed speech which started off all the concerns I am just waiting to be given an official diagnosis.
From what I've read in recent days and weeks, I am very much expecting him to be diagnosed with Dyspraxia.
Dyspraxia is a learning difficulty in which a person finds Co-ordination and movement skills difficult. Whilst most of us have no trouble doing regular things, the brain doesn't quite get the message it needs when someone suffers from Dyspraxia.
I've repeatedly looked through the symptoms and have no doubt in my mind that this may be where we are heading in future appointments.
He has so many of the tell tale traits it's unbelievable. As well as delayed speech the common "symptoms" include:
All of this are James' difficulties in written form.
We are making progress though. The school and I are working through some activities that will help him gain strength and confidence. Today I have bought a load of different sized pencils so he can practice his grip and control and a "colour and trace" book. So he gets to colour and practice staying in the lines then he can trace other pictures and words to get the hands to work in the right way. I get James to help with cooking. I make him use the whisk and chop fruit. We play snap so he gets used to turning over thin cards. Last week we went to the seaside and he got to play on the 2p slot machines. Again controlling small things and getting them into a small space to work.
I'm encouraging the jumping along the path, splashing in puddles at the weekend.
Repetition does seem to be the theme of the household.
Because James has the signs of this, I do feel that's why Liams nursery teachers are so pushy about him getting seen too. I don't think Liam has half the problems James does. I think they are looking too far into it.
Kids with Dyspraxia become adults with dyspraxia. He just needs that extra bit of help to get him to a better level and to help his confidence and strength.
We've just applied to be put on the waiting list for Occupational Therapy. They will help him get through the things he has difficulty with. They'll be able to assess him more and give him the help he needs.
I'm ok with all this. I just want to be able to HELP him myself. As I've said to the school and the Paeditrician at the CDC, I want to help but understand that I can't do everything for him. There's a difference between helping and encouraging him to dress and dressing him. It's something he needs to learn for himself.
So maybe next week, we'll know a little bit more. Dad's off on that trip this time so it may be a case of waiting for the next set of reports before I can say too much more.
With his poor physical skills and delayed speech which started off all the concerns I am just waiting to be given an official diagnosis.
From what I've read in recent days and weeks, I am very much expecting him to be diagnosed with Dyspraxia.
Dyspraxia is a learning difficulty in which a person finds Co-ordination and movement skills difficult. Whilst most of us have no trouble doing regular things, the brain doesn't quite get the message it needs when someone suffers from Dyspraxia.
I've repeatedly looked through the symptoms and have no doubt in my mind that this may be where we are heading in future appointments.
He has so many of the tell tale traits it's unbelievable. As well as delayed speech the common "symptoms" include:
Movement and co-ordination
If your child has dyspraxia, they will have problems with movement and co-ordination. They may find the following difficult:
- playground activities such as hopping, jumping, running, and catching or kicking a ball (they often avoid joining in because of their lack of co-ordination and may be at risk of becoming unfit)
- games including shape-sorter toys, building blocks and jigsaw. (He's good at Lego as he persists but that is all)
- using scissors and colouring pens (their drawings may appear scribbled and more childish than they should be for their age)
- fine movements such as handwriting, tying shoelaces, doing up buttons and using a knife and fork
- keeping still (they may swing or move their arms and legs a lot and find it hard to sit still)
- walking up and down stairs
- getting dressed (He often puts them on back to front and struggles with buttons)
Concentration and learning
If your child has dyspraxia, they will have difficulty concentrating and learning. They may:
These problems can be upsetting for the child.
- do better at school in a one-to-one situation than in a group, as they are able to be guided through work
- have a poor attention span, finding it difficult to concentrate on one thing for more than a few minutes
- not automatically pick up new skills and need encouragement and repetition to help them learn
- have problems with writing stories and copying from the blackboard
Persistent problems
As your child gets older, these problems may start to have a different effect on them. For example, problems with muscle movement may mean they:
Your child may also have low self-esteem (the way they feel about themselves) as a result of these problems.
- find PE (physical education) difficult
- cannot take part in team games, which may have an effect how well they make friends
- may be bullied for being ‘different’ or clumsy
- may avoid certain activities or subjects, such as drawing
- are more tired, as they have to use more energy than other children to complete the same activities
All of this are James' difficulties in written form.
We are making progress though. The school and I are working through some activities that will help him gain strength and confidence. Today I have bought a load of different sized pencils so he can practice his grip and control and a "colour and trace" book. So he gets to colour and practice staying in the lines then he can trace other pictures and words to get the hands to work in the right way. I get James to help with cooking. I make him use the whisk and chop fruit. We play snap so he gets used to turning over thin cards. Last week we went to the seaside and he got to play on the 2p slot machines. Again controlling small things and getting them into a small space to work.
I'm encouraging the jumping along the path, splashing in puddles at the weekend.
Repetition does seem to be the theme of the household.
Because James has the signs of this, I do feel that's why Liams nursery teachers are so pushy about him getting seen too. I don't think Liam has half the problems James does. I think they are looking too far into it.
Kids with Dyspraxia become adults with dyspraxia. He just needs that extra bit of help to get him to a better level and to help his confidence and strength.
We've just applied to be put on the waiting list for Occupational Therapy. They will help him get through the things he has difficulty with. They'll be able to assess him more and give him the help he needs.
I'm ok with all this. I just want to be able to HELP him myself. As I've said to the school and the Paeditrician at the CDC, I want to help but understand that I can't do everything for him. There's a difference between helping and encouraging him to dress and dressing him. It's something he needs to learn for himself.
So maybe next week, we'll know a little bit more. Dad's off on that trip this time so it may be a case of waiting for the next set of reports before I can say too much more.
Tuesday, 4 February 2014
Liam's Report, Progress and Future Plans
Today it is Liam's turn!
Hot off the press from the update for James, we got a new appointment letter for Liam to see the speech therapist. We go next Thursday, February 13th to see what the original speech therapy lady has to say. She was wonderful and gave me hope that with her assistance we would actually get somewhere with Liams speech difficulties.
Two months on, we finally heard back from the Rhyme Time group therapy. I hated every moment of those sessions. Talking to kids aged 4 and 5 like toddlers was belittling and I could not see what was being achieved.
In short the report states that Liam had a good level of understanding, listening and waiting turns. He was able to answer all questions confidentally but needed a little assistance clapping out syllables although he was pronouncing each syllable perfectly. For the general overall report he marked 3 out of 5 for the syllables and rhyming work and 4 out of 5 for listening and attention as he really wasn't that interested.
The recommend we carry on the syllable games and clapping at home which Liam is still reluctant to do and that we would be receiving an appointment from speech therapy shortly. Ironically, that appointment arrived a week before his actual report. Again, this proves my point on the organisation of this little group.
I'd be happy for Liam to have proper one on one speech help. I personally, think he still needs to make some sounds clearer. I still get confused sometimes as to what he means. Obviously as his mum I understand him alot more than others but I just want him to get that little bit of help and see how it goes. Liams key worker at nursery is on a course with the speech therapist that Liam sees next week so she can help him with exercises in school to help him.
At home, Liam has found a new feature on his 2DS. A voice changer! He has been having so much fun with that this week! It is encouraging him to sing and talk so he can hear himself and mess about with the sounds. He particularly loves the "helium" one. Funny boy!
I just want to help my little boys and make life easier for us all in the long run. I don't enjoy all these appointments, it feels like I am neglecting the other kids needs when I am spending more time with one over the others but hopefully there will be less appointments and more progress this year.
I think the school want to refer Liam to the Child Development Center like James but I will argue that one as I don't think there is a problem with anything Liam does beyond his speech. He is confident painting and writing, he knows his numbers to 20 and can already tell me a number of phonics. We play a numberplate game where Liam tells me the letters or sounds on the car and the numbers he can see. He seems very forward with it,
The school will be making a plan of action once we've heard from the next appointment and see where to go from there. I just hope it is all available in the school rather than here there and everywhere. I'm tired of all the running about for the sake of it.
Hot off the press from the update for James, we got a new appointment letter for Liam to see the speech therapist. We go next Thursday, February 13th to see what the original speech therapy lady has to say. She was wonderful and gave me hope that with her assistance we would actually get somewhere with Liams speech difficulties.
Two months on, we finally heard back from the Rhyme Time group therapy. I hated every moment of those sessions. Talking to kids aged 4 and 5 like toddlers was belittling and I could not see what was being achieved.
In short the report states that Liam had a good level of understanding, listening and waiting turns. He was able to answer all questions confidentally but needed a little assistance clapping out syllables although he was pronouncing each syllable perfectly. For the general overall report he marked 3 out of 5 for the syllables and rhyming work and 4 out of 5 for listening and attention as he really wasn't that interested.
The recommend we carry on the syllable games and clapping at home which Liam is still reluctant to do and that we would be receiving an appointment from speech therapy shortly. Ironically, that appointment arrived a week before his actual report. Again, this proves my point on the organisation of this little group.
I'd be happy for Liam to have proper one on one speech help. I personally, think he still needs to make some sounds clearer. I still get confused sometimes as to what he means. Obviously as his mum I understand him alot more than others but I just want him to get that little bit of help and see how it goes. Liams key worker at nursery is on a course with the speech therapist that Liam sees next week so she can help him with exercises in school to help him.
At home, Liam has found a new feature on his 2DS. A voice changer! He has been having so much fun with that this week! It is encouraging him to sing and talk so he can hear himself and mess about with the sounds. He particularly loves the "helium" one. Funny boy!
I just want to help my little boys and make life easier for us all in the long run. I don't enjoy all these appointments, it feels like I am neglecting the other kids needs when I am spending more time with one over the others but hopefully there will be less appointments and more progress this year.
I think the school want to refer Liam to the Child Development Center like James but I will argue that one as I don't think there is a problem with anything Liam does beyond his speech. He is confident painting and writing, he knows his numbers to 20 and can already tell me a number of phonics. We play a numberplate game where Liam tells me the letters or sounds on the car and the numbers he can see. He seems very forward with it,
The school will be making a plan of action once we've heard from the next appointment and see where to go from there. I just hope it is all available in the school rather than here there and everywhere. I'm tired of all the running about for the sake of it.
Friday, 31 January 2014
Results, Blood Tests and Follow Up Plans
James' Griffiths tests report came back this week. He is struggling mostly with motor skills. He has a weak grasp and a "wide based run". He concentrated well, tried incredibly hard and was very good with social interaction.
All in all, with this and that tallied up, James came out with an ability level of 3 years and 10 months. So he's about 1 year and 4 months behind other kids in his age group.
I'm not at all worried about this. He has some really good qualities in other ways. They didn't check his "educational" levels as such, his reading, numbers, recognition of the normal things I'd be concerned about in school but it just seems to be the physical side.
She didn't even mention his speech in the report which was the initial reason all this started off.
So, for the moment, the report shows that James' difficulties are in fact physical ones not necessarily related to school work.
James isn't the most confident kid in the world. He's quiet and thoughtful, thinking before he speaks and acts. I don't see that as a bad quality at all.
I am no good myself at running or jumping so I see where that comes from.
The next stage was for blood tests to check for any muscle weakness and any form of genetic problem as to why he struggles with the things he does.
He was a little trooper. Considering he is only 5, he had blood taken like you would as an adult. No numbing cream or anything, they set up the strap on the upper arm and went directly into his little vein in his arm. FOUR little test tubey things were taken for sampling. I was surprised how much blood they took from such a little person! Being concerned I asked if he needed to wait before we left as we do in the UK when you Give Blood. Yes, giving blood is an entire pint, but it looked so much from his little body, it must have been in the same region of percentage of blood taken. He got his special plaster and back at school he got a special sticker when he went in for the afternoon.
We now await the results of the blood tests and we should get a follow up appointment in about 2 months. He has also been referred to Occupational Therapy which is a form of physio to help strengthen his muscles. This should be done in school, but if it isn't I am going to contest it. A trip to the Physio is 40 minutes drive and I've already told his teachers I don't want him missing out on too much school time for this. He's already missed one and a half days this month for these appointments that the school has to agree to as it's medical but I don't want time travelling back and forth to have a knock on effect to his school work in which he is doing well.
I'm just pleased we've got that done and have done everything we can to help the little man for now and that the teachers will be off my back for that for the time being at least as I am set to go through it all again with Liam due to his speech difficulties.
The things we do for our kids and their teachers.
All in all, with this and that tallied up, James came out with an ability level of 3 years and 10 months. So he's about 1 year and 4 months behind other kids in his age group.
I'm not at all worried about this. He has some really good qualities in other ways. They didn't check his "educational" levels as such, his reading, numbers, recognition of the normal things I'd be concerned about in school but it just seems to be the physical side.
She didn't even mention his speech in the report which was the initial reason all this started off.
So, for the moment, the report shows that James' difficulties are in fact physical ones not necessarily related to school work.
James isn't the most confident kid in the world. He's quiet and thoughtful, thinking before he speaks and acts. I don't see that as a bad quality at all.
I am no good myself at running or jumping so I see where that comes from.
The next stage was for blood tests to check for any muscle weakness and any form of genetic problem as to why he struggles with the things he does.
He was a little trooper. Considering he is only 5, he had blood taken like you would as an adult. No numbing cream or anything, they set up the strap on the upper arm and went directly into his little vein in his arm. FOUR little test tubey things were taken for sampling. I was surprised how much blood they took from such a little person! Being concerned I asked if he needed to wait before we left as we do in the UK when you Give Blood. Yes, giving blood is an entire pint, but it looked so much from his little body, it must have been in the same region of percentage of blood taken. He got his special plaster and back at school he got a special sticker when he went in for the afternoon.
We now await the results of the blood tests and we should get a follow up appointment in about 2 months. He has also been referred to Occupational Therapy which is a form of physio to help strengthen his muscles. This should be done in school, but if it isn't I am going to contest it. A trip to the Physio is 40 minutes drive and I've already told his teachers I don't want him missing out on too much school time for this. He's already missed one and a half days this month for these appointments that the school has to agree to as it's medical but I don't want time travelling back and forth to have a knock on effect to his school work in which he is doing well.
I'm just pleased we've got that done and have done everything we can to help the little man for now and that the teachers will be off my back for that for the time being at least as I am set to go through it all again with Liam due to his speech difficulties.
The things we do for our kids and their teachers.
Friday, 24 January 2014
London and York
How can we be on the last Friday of the month already? It doesn't seem any time at all since we were excitedly waiting and welcoming Christmas and that's nearly a month ago!
So the end of January and I didn't get round to write about Matthew's tenth birthday this year. He wanted a Playstation 2, yes, TWO so we got him that, most other family gave him money. We went for a day out in London. Taking in a few sights, a trip on the sightseeing bus and plenty of rides on the tube. We went for dinner at the O2 arena which unfortunately goes down in history as one of the worst family meals out ever, but Matthew seemed to like it even if hubby and I found it incredibly disappointing. Matthew also got to have a go at presenting a special Sky Sports News show that they had set up at the O2. He and James were behind the special news desk and Matthew read the autocue. They gave us a lovely little video to show for it. The day flew by but we had a lovely time. Matthew got to spend most of his birthday money and we all had a lovely day out.
Last weekend hubby and I went to York for the weekend. Wow! What a beautiful city! Certainly a place any visitors to the UK should visit if they like their history and architecture of days gone by.
First stop after getting off the train was to the adjacent Railway Museum. It wasn't my thing but hubby wanted to see it. It was ok but very repetitive. All trains look the same to me but we zoomed around it and saw everything before venturing into the main part of the City inside the city walls.
We took a look at York Minster. The big Cathedral in the center. It was very busy so we chose to just have a look and leave and admire the architecture from outside.
York has a bit of a dark history. So much so that it features the York Dungeon.
A center where you can relive the gory history of York. You go round in groups of about 30 from room to room and watch a little "re-enactment" of each display piece. Guy Falkes was from York so there's a fair bit about the Gunpowder Plot and his death. There was also a showing on a glass maze with lights behind to scare the shit out of you occassionally to see another ghastly figure in your place. There was a little chamber room where they discussed torture methods and weapons. 4 "shows" from the end, this is where our little tour ended as hubby fainted. At first I was panicking with him being diabetic. He said he didn't feel well. Really hot, light headed and moved to the back of the room before passing out. The room was cleared and a first aider was called in. We waited for him to stabilise, took off his coat and jumper and waited until he felt a bit more with it before exiting through the fire escape. He explained to the First Aid lady that he knew it wasn't the diabetes side effects as he normally has a couple of hours warning and normally does have plenty of chance to eat before he feels too bad. I was just the worried wife.
There we sat in the fresh air whilst he cooled down. The rooms where everything was happening were small and cramped, had all sorts of smells wafting in (part of the atmosphere) and were rather warm so being in the cooler corridor he started to look better. He didn't look so pale and after a rest and a bottle of water we were given the option to go back in where we were or have our tickets validated for another time. Staff were brilliant and really helpful. We decided to leave it and went off to get some food.
Talking about it later, hubby told me he had fainted once before. First time when standing in confined spaces with a fairly large amount of people when they were having a meeting about his school. So we're now thinking it could be a form of claustrophobia. The only thing we missed that I wouldn't have minded seeing was about the witches of York.
Before going the Dungeon we had already had a drink in The Golden Fleece.
York's most famous pub renown for it's hauntings. The ghosts of The Golden Fleece were covered in the Dungeon and the bar, hotel and restaurant was once shown on tv's Most Haunted. A ghost seeking type program which shares the haunted stories of places across Britain. It was nice to say I've been in there. I loved that show when it was on tv even though you know the stories are real stories and the "dramatics" are as fake as a Rolex off a market, I love the old dark history and tales. I never saw anything creepy in there whilst drinking my half a pint of Carlsberg, but I didn't expect to. A tiny little bar, it must only seat 20 in the actual bar yet the pub clearly trades well with the massive advertising board outside stating that it had been on tv. The restaurant was full and the food looked great. Once I explained to Matthew we had been there he was so "OMG, I have to see that episode! I can't believe you went in a haunted pub!!" Bless him! :)
The evening meal in York was BEAUTIFUL. We visited The Whippet Inn.
A new trendy steak house that had really good reviews on Tripadvisor. It was the high end of budget at £85 for 2 of us but one of the best meals out ever. Scallops with cauliflower and horseradish puree, apple crisp and pea shoot start for me. Mussels for hub. Steaks for mains with potatoes, salad and onion rings followed by Grilled fresh fruit salad with a splash of rum and homemade icecream for me and lemon tart and sorbet for Sir with a glass of good quality wine and ale. It was expensive but AMAZING! That's all I can say.
The hotel was a lovely. A short walk from the station and City center. Comfortable, warm and a lovely place to just chill at the end of the night. Breakfast in the morning had a great choice and then it was time to get the train home.
I would certainly go back to York. Another time for the full weekend so we can see York Minster, the museum of Yorkshire, the walls, the gardens, the other visitor attractions. Maybe it's an idea for our anniversary this year. I'd love a proper bit of time to see a bit more than what we did as it was a really lovely little break with so much to see and do.
So the end of January and I didn't get round to write about Matthew's tenth birthday this year. He wanted a Playstation 2, yes, TWO so we got him that, most other family gave him money. We went for a day out in London. Taking in a few sights, a trip on the sightseeing bus and plenty of rides on the tube. We went for dinner at the O2 arena which unfortunately goes down in history as one of the worst family meals out ever, but Matthew seemed to like it even if hubby and I found it incredibly disappointing. Matthew also got to have a go at presenting a special Sky Sports News show that they had set up at the O2. He and James were behind the special news desk and Matthew read the autocue. They gave us a lovely little video to show for it. The day flew by but we had a lovely time. Matthew got to spend most of his birthday money and we all had a lovely day out.
Last weekend hubby and I went to York for the weekend. Wow! What a beautiful city! Certainly a place any visitors to the UK should visit if they like their history and architecture of days gone by.
First stop after getting off the train was to the adjacent Railway Museum. It wasn't my thing but hubby wanted to see it. It was ok but very repetitive. All trains look the same to me but we zoomed around it and saw everything before venturing into the main part of the City inside the city walls.
We took a look at York Minster. The big Cathedral in the center. It was very busy so we chose to just have a look and leave and admire the architecture from outside.
York has a bit of a dark history. So much so that it features the York Dungeon.
There we sat in the fresh air whilst he cooled down. The rooms where everything was happening were small and cramped, had all sorts of smells wafting in (part of the atmosphere) and were rather warm so being in the cooler corridor he started to look better. He didn't look so pale and after a rest and a bottle of water we were given the option to go back in where we were or have our tickets validated for another time. Staff were brilliant and really helpful. We decided to leave it and went off to get some food.
Talking about it later, hubby told me he had fainted once before. First time when standing in confined spaces with a fairly large amount of people when they were having a meeting about his school. So we're now thinking it could be a form of claustrophobia. The only thing we missed that I wouldn't have minded seeing was about the witches of York.
Before going the Dungeon we had already had a drink in The Golden Fleece.
York's most famous pub renown for it's hauntings. The ghosts of The Golden Fleece were covered in the Dungeon and the bar, hotel and restaurant was once shown on tv's Most Haunted. A ghost seeking type program which shares the haunted stories of places across Britain. It was nice to say I've been in there. I loved that show when it was on tv even though you know the stories are real stories and the "dramatics" are as fake as a Rolex off a market, I love the old dark history and tales. I never saw anything creepy in there whilst drinking my half a pint of Carlsberg, but I didn't expect to. A tiny little bar, it must only seat 20 in the actual bar yet the pub clearly trades well with the massive advertising board outside stating that it had been on tv. The restaurant was full and the food looked great. Once I explained to Matthew we had been there he was so "OMG, I have to see that episode! I can't believe you went in a haunted pub!!" Bless him! :)
The evening meal in York was BEAUTIFUL. We visited The Whippet Inn.
A new trendy steak house that had really good reviews on Tripadvisor. It was the high end of budget at £85 for 2 of us but one of the best meals out ever. Scallops with cauliflower and horseradish puree, apple crisp and pea shoot start for me. Mussels for hub. Steaks for mains with potatoes, salad and onion rings followed by Grilled fresh fruit salad with a splash of rum and homemade icecream for me and lemon tart and sorbet for Sir with a glass of good quality wine and ale. It was expensive but AMAZING! That's all I can say.
The hotel was a lovely. A short walk from the station and City center. Comfortable, warm and a lovely place to just chill at the end of the night. Breakfast in the morning had a great choice and then it was time to get the train home.
I would certainly go back to York. Another time for the full weekend so we can see York Minster, the museum of Yorkshire, the walls, the gardens, the other visitor attractions. Maybe it's an idea for our anniversary this year. I'd love a proper bit of time to see a bit more than what we did as it was a really lovely little break with so much to see and do.
Monday, 20 January 2014
Moms Are Amazing.
On this occassion I cannot take credit for such wit but here is something that all mums worldwide would understand. My personal added thoughts are in brackets at the end of each statement:
21 Clear Signs You're a Mom
1. Instead of running from projectile vomit, you run towards it. (sticking a towel in a washing machine is FAR better than trying to clear it off the carpet, walls, floors, work surfaces. You know what I mean)
2. You do more in seven minutes than most people do all day. (Dress 2 children aged 4 and 5, pack 3 lunches, check book bags, pe bags, swimming backs, lunch bags, line up 3 pairs of shoes and 3 coats. Check I filled in any forms of permission. Do I need money for anything? Where is my phone? My keys? All in my bag as they should be. Feeling sort of organised!!! Welcome to 8am - 8.10am Monday morning)
3. Happy hour has become the 60 minutes between your kids going to bed and you going to bed. (The sod it, dinner can wait for me and hubby hour!)
4. A glass of wine counts as a serving of fruit. (Not that often but sometimes, wine is a good stress reliever and brings out more goodness and inner satisfaction than an orange or apple)
5. You have mini-therapy sessions all day long with anyone who will listen. (I have blog therapy)
6. Going to the grocery store by yourself is a vacation. (I love this. I can look at what I want to look at. I spend what I need to spend. Done)
7. You think of physical pain on three levels: pain, excruciating pain and stepping on a Lego. (With 3 male offspring. That really is the truth. Give me another birth with no pain relief anytime!)
8. You have the ability to hear a sneeze through closed doors in the middle of the night, two bedrooms away, while your husband snores next to you. (Or your kids sleep talking, turning on the bathroom light, the cat over the road)
9. You'd rather have a 103 degree fever than watch one of your kids suffer with it. (I get on with it, the kids look so sad!)
10. A 15-minute shower with the door locked feels like a day at the spa. (Yes indeed)
11. Peeing with an audience is part of the daily routine. (Aint that the truth)
12. You use baby wipes to clean up random spills and the dash of your car. (And kitchen, and dining table, and coffee table and to dust the window sills, clean the skirting boards! There's a million uses for a baby wipe)
13. You lock yourself in the bathroom and pretend to have diarrhea just to get a break. (No, I just sit there for a quiet 5 minutes. I don't pretend anything)
14. You love Moms' Night Out and Date Night with the Hubs. (Really enjoy date night, moms night not so much anymore)
15. You have a secret chocolate stash because frankly, you're sick of sharing. (Actually no. I just occassionally steal theirs)
16. You've been washing the same load of laundry for three days because you forgot to dry it. (Not quite that bad but some things have been double washed as after a day in the machine it began to smell damp)
17. You realize you've been watching Nick Jr. alone, even though your kids have been in bed for over 30 minutes. (It's more worrying when you find yourself watching Crash and Bernstein or Phineus and Ferb 2 hours after they are in bed as it was the only thing that you wanted to watch)
18. You can cook dinner, breastfeed, talk on the phone and yell at the kids, all without breaking stride or missing any of the TV show you are watching. (90% true but watching tv when you have a kid, let alone 3 is a big myth)
19. You get more excited about the Mini Boden Catalogue than J Crew's. (Not at all. Never heard of J Crew and I don't do catalogues but I love shopping for the kids.)
20. You decide to stick with your car for the next decade because a) you can't afford to switch and b) you haven't found a car wash that knows how to get all the milk stains and glitter removed. (We change car regularly, every year or so but only because we know it will get damaged to a point we can no longer fix it ourselves. We only buy cheap so it doesn't matter quite so much)
21. By the end of the day, brushing your teeth feels like a huge accomplishment. (And end of night bedtime seems to be the biggest reward of all!)
21 Clear Signs You're a Mom
1. Instead of running from projectile vomit, you run towards it. (sticking a towel in a washing machine is FAR better than trying to clear it off the carpet, walls, floors, work surfaces. You know what I mean)
2. You do more in seven minutes than most people do all day. (Dress 2 children aged 4 and 5, pack 3 lunches, check book bags, pe bags, swimming backs, lunch bags, line up 3 pairs of shoes and 3 coats. Check I filled in any forms of permission. Do I need money for anything? Where is my phone? My keys? All in my bag as they should be. Feeling sort of organised!!! Welcome to 8am - 8.10am Monday morning)
3. Happy hour has become the 60 minutes between your kids going to bed and you going to bed. (The sod it, dinner can wait for me and hubby hour!)
4. A glass of wine counts as a serving of fruit. (Not that often but sometimes, wine is a good stress reliever and brings out more goodness and inner satisfaction than an orange or apple)
5. You have mini-therapy sessions all day long with anyone who will listen. (I have blog therapy)
6. Going to the grocery store by yourself is a vacation. (I love this. I can look at what I want to look at. I spend what I need to spend. Done)
7. You think of physical pain on three levels: pain, excruciating pain and stepping on a Lego. (With 3 male offspring. That really is the truth. Give me another birth with no pain relief anytime!)
8. You have the ability to hear a sneeze through closed doors in the middle of the night, two bedrooms away, while your husband snores next to you. (Or your kids sleep talking, turning on the bathroom light, the cat over the road)
9. You'd rather have a 103 degree fever than watch one of your kids suffer with it. (I get on with it, the kids look so sad!)
10. A 15-minute shower with the door locked feels like a day at the spa. (Yes indeed)
11. Peeing with an audience is part of the daily routine. (Aint that the truth)
12. You use baby wipes to clean up random spills and the dash of your car. (And kitchen, and dining table, and coffee table and to dust the window sills, clean the skirting boards! There's a million uses for a baby wipe)
13. You lock yourself in the bathroom and pretend to have diarrhea just to get a break. (No, I just sit there for a quiet 5 minutes. I don't pretend anything)
14. You love Moms' Night Out and Date Night with the Hubs. (Really enjoy date night, moms night not so much anymore)
15. You have a secret chocolate stash because frankly, you're sick of sharing. (Actually no. I just occassionally steal theirs)
16. You've been washing the same load of laundry for three days because you forgot to dry it. (Not quite that bad but some things have been double washed as after a day in the machine it began to smell damp)
17. You realize you've been watching Nick Jr. alone, even though your kids have been in bed for over 30 minutes. (It's more worrying when you find yourself watching Crash and Bernstein or Phineus and Ferb 2 hours after they are in bed as it was the only thing that you wanted to watch)
18. You can cook dinner, breastfeed, talk on the phone and yell at the kids, all without breaking stride or missing any of the TV show you are watching. (90% true but watching tv when you have a kid, let alone 3 is a big myth)
19. You get more excited about the Mini Boden Catalogue than J Crew's. (Not at all. Never heard of J Crew and I don't do catalogues but I love shopping for the kids.)
20. You decide to stick with your car for the next decade because a) you can't afford to switch and b) you haven't found a car wash that knows how to get all the milk stains and glitter removed. (We change car regularly, every year or so but only because we know it will get damaged to a point we can no longer fix it ourselves. We only buy cheap so it doesn't matter quite so much)
21. By the end of the day, brushing your teeth feels like a huge accomplishment. (And end of night bedtime seems to be the biggest reward of all!)
Friday, 17 January 2014
One To Twelve
1) The less stress, slowed down, enjoying life more Me is happy with the more relaxed attitude.
2) One of my favourite times of the week is now the walk home from school. We don't need to hurry. I don't need to get stressed when the kids trail along slowly. I now look upon it as a time to discuss their days. It's much more enjoyable. We're finding no difference in the time it takes to walk home but we all walk in the door happy.
3) James has his Griffiths Test on Monday. I've explained that it will be a time to play games, do puzzles and follow instructions to see how he is doing in school. He is looking forward to it!
4) Hubby's Grandad went back in hospital on Tuesday. He went to the Doctors as he was feeling unwell. He was taken to hospital by ambulance as the Doctor was concerned.
5) His medication following the heart attack wasn't working as they hoped.
6) Today he is having an op to help clear any blockages that may be troublesome.
7) Tomorrow we go to York. Hopefully I will get a lot of pictures.
8) Liam is nursery's Star Of The Week.
9) Liam's teachers are impressed with his singing and number work.
10) Matthew started swimming at school again today. They now go to the local leisure centre rather than the school pool.
11) We are still having incredibly mild weather conditions for January. I LOVE it.
12) I'm reading alot more again. This makes me feel relaxed and I am becoming more critical of books. This year I am trying to write reviews on Goodreads rather than just rate books.
2) One of my favourite times of the week is now the walk home from school. We don't need to hurry. I don't need to get stressed when the kids trail along slowly. I now look upon it as a time to discuss their days. It's much more enjoyable. We're finding no difference in the time it takes to walk home but we all walk in the door happy.
3) James has his Griffiths Test on Monday. I've explained that it will be a time to play games, do puzzles and follow instructions to see how he is doing in school. He is looking forward to it!
4) Hubby's Grandad went back in hospital on Tuesday. He went to the Doctors as he was feeling unwell. He was taken to hospital by ambulance as the Doctor was concerned.
5) His medication following the heart attack wasn't working as they hoped.
6) Today he is having an op to help clear any blockages that may be troublesome.
7) Tomorrow we go to York. Hopefully I will get a lot of pictures.
8) Liam is nursery's Star Of The Week.
9) Liam's teachers are impressed with his singing and number work.
10) Matthew started swimming at school again today. They now go to the local leisure centre rather than the school pool.
11) We are still having incredibly mild weather conditions for January. I LOVE it.
12) I'm reading alot more again. This makes me feel relaxed and I am becoming more critical of books. This year I am trying to write reviews on Goodreads rather than just rate books.
Friday, 10 January 2014
This Year I Promise ......
Nothing major, just to be more compassionate, understanding and to step back from lifes stresses and ENJOY the world more.
I've never been religious, but I guess, deep down I'm a spiritualist. I don't do the yoga, I don't do the alternative therapies, I don't look to Angels for guidance but I do believe that Happiness comes from the inside.
That happiness is a state of mind and if you want it you can achieve it.
I am a rather reflective person, but I try not to dwell on the bad things in life. I try to work out how to make them better.
There are some tough times in life. Really tough times and those days can be slow, long and dark but there's always going to be a light at the end of the tunnel.
Worrying about things does no good, but making a positive change, going out to do something that makes you feel good and generally seeing the small, good things in life can make such a difference.
This year, I want to lose all the guilt I've been carrying around for so long.
The mis-calculations that lead to a failed marriage. That I let my kids down. That my kids have been struggling in school or with speech or whatever. There's very little I can do to change the past but there are ways I can accept that sometimes, the world does suck. Each tough lesson is a step to a stronger person the other end.
I've always been a tad emotional, self critical and find it easy to feel a complete failure when things don't go my way. I'm the first to admit I can over-react and feel overwhelmed taking things too personally too often. It comes back to guilt, it comes back to feelings of failure.
I don't get this way very often, but when I do, I hate myself even more.
This year, it's all about acceptance that sometimes things just happen. It's not always a personal attack on or at me, it's just the Universe and how it happens. If my kids are struggling with things, I can only do my best. If I am supportive and know I am trying then that really should be enough this year. I won't beat myself up over not getting it right.
This year, I will stop feeling guilty about not liking people. If I have a distinct feeling that I don't like someone, I will remain polite but accept that my first impressions are often right and learn to distance myself from the "bad energy" (I didn't want to sound like a hippy or anything but it's getting that way) I don't have to be friends with everyone. It's ok not to like people. I'd rather be true to myself rather than force something I don't feel or live a lie and be a hypocrite.
I will not feel guilty that friendships have changed. Sometimes a step back is needed and we need to move forward in a different direction.
In short, I want this year to be more simple. More about the little things in the world that make the whole picture an amazing scene of beauty.
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